As a martial artist, the will to constantly pursue a sense of honest enlightenment through a physical art is one of the things I find most amazing. I truly believe it is a never ending pursuit with countless rewarding moments and constant challenges. Your true self is profoundly available to you. You don't have to go looking for it as it will undoubtedly find you. I've met countless people that started in martial arts when they were young and they've always thought about getting back in it. Once you do one of the arts in your lifetime, it sticks with you forever. The empowerment and humility experienced during training is something I that I can't possibly express in words.
Don't get stuck in one style, open your eyes to other arts. From one martial art to another the concepts may differ, the movements change, but the ideals the mentality remains the same. Treat people with respect and carry yourself with pride and dignity. If the moment in time arises become that you must use your art, then become the most ferocious warrior alive until the situation no longer requires it. The pursuit relates more to the first part of that philosophy. The arts should make you better as a person. More giving and compassionate toward your fellow man and woman.
"Knowing is not enough, you must apply" -Bruce Lee
How do you know where you stand? How are your skills? You can surely get an idea in sparring in the gym, but I am a firm believer in competition. If your training feels stagnant or like there is something missing, this might be what you need. There is only so much theory, training, and knowledge you can fill your mind and body with before it is overflowing. You must allow it to be released to allow for more knowledge to be absorbed. Compete! Find a way to challenge yourself. You never know what might happen and you will be surprised at what you can find out about yourself. Pursue your art, then apply your art.
